SO I’ve got alot of sessions to post and thats coming a little later this week, but in the mean time I wanted to just say life ever feel like the first time you tweeze the hair on (insert your particularly hairy body part here) for the first time? Like that hurt like a MUTHA but hey its over but wait no there is ANOTHER HAIR…. DUN DUN DUN!!!!!
yeah.
Thats sorta hows its been around these parts. But I am not complaining, one must endure the valley to apprciate the mountain tops so this is me enduring. I would like to take a second to thank everyone who has been so supportive as I walk this.
Particularly my husband – when we started this journey we thought, well I thought it would be like everything else that we have ever done, not with out work but relatively bump free, but its been hard some days. Really hard, but the thing I love about us Jerry, is we retreat into our relationship to regroup, rebuild and start again, we don’t push away. On the days when you don’t like me very much and I think you are being unreasonable I know we will get to tomorrow and be stonger for it.
It is days like today that I look at our everyday and notice how much less I cook, and how much more stuff you are doing around the house, how I forget to do the things you ask, how I need to pay attention more, how I drop the ball on bills and all manner of things I can’t really drop the ball on. How the most important things don’t get treated like the most important things. Howyou have just stepped up into the fray and shouldered it all while I am shouldering this new begining. How we are set and determined to make it work.
I want to you know it is, I know we can’t see the cogs turning, we can’t see around the bend but we are moving forward, we are. We can’t stop, we won’t stop..
take that take that..
sorry I couldn’t help it.
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I love those babies!
I admire your strength and perserverance. Keep on keepin’ on, baby.